For those of you who haven’t heard the term white buffalo it’s basically “the one that got away whether they left a relationship with you or they just had to go somewhere else”. I was introduced to this term yesterday when my best friend accidentally broke my heart. See there’s this girl he met back in Florida two years ago. Well she left before they got close and now she’s around him in Arizona. He hasn’t been talking to her. They just kinda bumped into each other. So here i am, Trying to get my life together and the one thing i was counting on is gone now to. He was my smile when things got rough here. He was my comfort. Quite honestly he still is. I still adore him and I’m not mad. Just hurt. I told him he should take her to the ball and that it was probably best not to come out there. I don’t wanna mess anything up. Not to mention i know I’d end up crying and embarrassing myself. So i guess all that’s left for me to do is move somewhere and keep going. Only time can tell. Maybe they’re meant to be or maybe he’ll decide she’s not the one he wants. Who knows? I know she’s beautiful. I know she doesn’t know hime the way i do, and i hope he chooses the one who makes him happy.
He adores you for being different and that’s what attracts him to you. Don’t ever change yourself because he finds the real you beautiful ♡