Monthly Archives: August 2015

Note to self 12; (everyone should go blonde at least once)

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No, seriously. Everyone! All you have to do is determine your natural skin tone you can determine which blonde is best for you. I’m so glad he told me to do it. I’m absolutely in love. Saturday his mom will be getting me to the finished product. Something has been bugging the hell out of me about going blonde and i finally gave in. So I’ll be going to the ball as a blonde. Post any opinions! I would love feed back from anyone 🙂

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What Went Through My Mind When I Was At High School

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  • dont wanna get up
  • Five more minutes
  • I’m gonna look like shit
  • OKAY FINE IM UP
  • oh..my..god I look like the grudge
  • MAKEUP TIME
  • I have a spot
  • TOUCH IT
  • no. Don’t touch it
  • Ah fuck I touched it
  • Ew it’s yellow
  • GONNA CONCEAL THAT SHIT
  • bad hair day
  • Every day is a bad hair day.
  • Let’s put this shit up
  • I look like shit
  • Ahh fuck it
  • Got a belly ache
  • Wait
  • WAIT
  • NOOOO
  • OH GOD NOOOO
  • yep.
  • It’s happened.
  • Period.
  • fuck AWESOME
  • well I’m going to be in a good fucking mood.
  • I hate everyone.
  • Look at that girl
  • Look at her thighs
  • They don’t touch
  • Mine touch
  • NO. boys like curvy girls.
  • Please say boys like curvy girls
  • Eugh she looks like a stick
  • She’s so unnatractive
  • Bet she’s a slut
  • NO I BET SHES GOT A REALLY HOT BOYF WHO LOVES HER
  • I hate school. I…

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Note to self 11; (everything happens in time)

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So today i got a text from him. We were having a casual conversation which was rather odd for us lately, given the circumstances. Then he asked. Apparently his white buffalo didn’t really know what she wanted. (How could you not want him though?) So maybe i will make the trip to Arizona. I’m a little hesitant because i want him to know I’m not just going to be the back up plan. However,  he’s coming home in october for a week and he says he wants to surprise me, but i dunno if that’ll actually happen. I do know that i can once again smile because of him. He even said he’s been thinking about those to weeks. I told him about the flash backs and the cold chills i get from the memories. I’ve missed his touch so badly, but i know now that things truly do fall in place for the better one you give it time. the last week has shown me that countless times. I just need to let my should guide me.

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