I really wanna know this is going to work. I wanna know it’s not all too good to be true. I wanna know it’s ok to lose myself in this. That I’m going to be ok and that i don’t have to be afraid of getting hurt. I wanna know that no matter what i won’t lose him entirely and that this is suppose to happen. I wanna know I’m right in saying i may have found my soul mate. Ugh I’m just trying to breathe. Hope october will be more reassuring.