“You know you’re my girl right?”
It happened. It really happened. He’s mine….I’m his. There’s actually an us. I can’t even think straight. I’m just smiling like a goof. I didn’t know anyone could be this happy at 3 in the morning. I actually dating my best friend. The one guys who knows me more than anyone. Ughhh. ♡♡♡♡
So never did i expect to be here at this point with you. Over the last 4 year there have been nothing but memories full of smiles with you. Watching as you broke everyother girls heart and as you started your career. Before last summer when you came home one of our friends mentioned you thought we were closer than i thought you did. Of course we flirted here and there, but that last night you were home before deployment sparked something i never saw until now.
You mean so much to me and knowing that you’re feelings for me have become more than a crush makes me happy. I’m glad i can be someone special to you. The energy between us is so intense it’s beautiful to me. No one told me that such a feeling could exsist. I’ve never felt so at peace with someone. You’re so good at just being everything i need, and to know that i have given you something to fight for makes we wanna cry. I miss you so much all the time. I’m trying to keep my guard up because I’m nervous i won’t be what you need like you think. I’m staying positive though because i want this. I wanna be with the one person who warms my soul and makes me smile uncontrollably. The persom who makes everything seem easier and allows me to breathe and endure life without fear.
I know in the long run i may not get to keep you as mine, but whatever the case you’ll always be my go to. You’re the best advice when I’m over thinking,
& my favorite smile when i can’t find my own. So thank you for not just being my person, but my best friends as well. I can’t wait to see where our future takes us. The next two months will be some of our best. I know the goodbyes will be hard but the memories we’ll make will be worth it. Just remember I’ll see you soon!
His mom has only visited twice so you visiting means a lot. He did tell you he was happy you wanted to fly out. Probably thinks you’ll hate it, but you’ll see him so it’s worth it.
Wake up stupid! He’s super into you. When a guy says he misses your talks and playing with your hair, you obviously mean something to him. He wants you.